I just spent the last hour rocking Will to sleep in his room. Smelling his freshly washed hair. Feeling him rise & fall with each breath. Listening to his sleeping baby whimpers. Loving him. Saying a prayer for him & his miracle heart. Praying for some of his heart friends that are currently in the hospital & those that will be there for surgery soon. Taking in how quickly he is growing. Wishing the last 4 months hadn't gone quite so fast. Wondering what the next day...week...month...year will hold. Wanting to rock him to sleep every night.